I know this is not news to anyone that all of our worlds have been turned upside down in the last week in ways that we never thought possible. With each unfolding day, the news continues to get worse as we all try to find ways to navigate this new territory. The impact is far reaching and extends so much deeper than just our physical health and well-being, although that is obviously the immediate focus. While we have stayed informed and have been following the guidelines, I have also learned that I can’t let it consume me. If I do, I fear I will lose hope of regaining any sense of normal life again.
If you have been following me for a while or know me personally, you know that I generally try to maintain a positive outlook as much as I can. I firmly believe that negativity breeds unhappiness and discontent and ultimately poor mental and physical health. I have found several moments in the last week, however, where it has been hard to find the good in this at all. As the news continues to highlight all of the negative happening in our country and closer to home, we watch special events and our lives in general get taken away from us, I will be honest. I have had my moments of anger through this as I’m sure all of you have as well. Could this have been avoided? Did the government not react fast enough? How is this happening in a country that is supposed to be a global leader?
One thing I have never done is question God’s role in this or why he hasn’t stepped in, because even in the dark moments, I know he is still here with us and watching over all of this. If we remain strong in our faith and trust that God will help us find a way to get through this, we will start to see that come to life.
Where I have been disappointed is in the initial lack of human spirit. Watching people trample each other so they can take supplies and food they don’t need has been deplorable. Even in some of our country’s darkest times, we have always risen together to weather the storm. Never have I seen such selfishness, judgment and disregard for others.
Yet, despite all of that, I hold on to hope that this too will become a distant memory at some point that we can say we rose above. I have to believe that for so many reasons, but above all else, for our kids. They deserve to live in a world where adversity is met with solidarity and kindness. They should be able to get back to the things they love and enjoy, playing sports, hanging out with friends, living the carefree life that as kids they so deserve.
While I don’t have all the answers, I pray daily for God’s strength and guidance for our country and its leaders. It’s what gives me hope that if we do everything we are being told to do, that we can trust that our world will return to normal and our kids can start dreaming again about their bright futures beyond today.
It may be hard to approach each of the coming days with a positive spirit but I am absolutely committed to it. Hope, faith and love will sustain all of us if we remain steadfast and don’t fall victim to fear or paranoia. I have already started seeing some of the positive news stories highlighting the communities rallying together to help the poor in these difficult times and it brings me a renewed sense of hope. Together, I know we will get through this and be stronger because of it. Stay safe and healthy friends and pray for an end in the near future.